Stare at the Sun.

This song has been playing over and over again in my head today...

and it totally sums up how I've been feeling. It's an oldie but a goodie.

I sit here clutching useless lists

And keys for doors that don't exist

I crack my teeth on pearls

I tear into the history

Show me what it means to be in this world

Cause I am due for a miracle

I'm waiting for a sign 

And I'll stare straight into the sun

And I won't close my eyes 

Until I understand or go blind

I see the parts but not the whole

I study saints and scholars both

No perfect plan unfurls

Do I trust my heart or just my mind

Why is truth so hard to find in this world

Cause I am due for a miracle

I'm waiting for a sign

I'll stare straight into the sun

And I won't close my eyes

I know that there's a point I've missed

A shrine or stone I haven't kissed

A scar that never graced my wrist

A mirror that never met my fist

But I can't help but

Feeling like I'm due for a miracle

I'm waiting for a sign

I'll stare straight into the sun

And I won't close my eyes

(Thrice)

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If you get the chance, shout a prayer out to Dad for me. I'm needing some guidance and peace.

Thanks guys.