Delight

"Regarding Zion, I can't keep my mouth shut; regarding Jerusalem, I can't hold my tongue; until her righteousness blazes down like the sun and her salvation flames up like a torch. Foreign countries will see your righteousness, and world leaders your glory. You'll get a brand-new name straight from the mouth of God. You'll be a stunning crown in the palm of God's hand, a jeweled gold cup held high in the hand of your God. No more will anyone call you Rejected, and your country will no more be called Ruined. You'll be called Hephzibah (My Delight), and your land Beluah (Married), because God delights in you and your land will be like a wedding celebration. For as a young man marries his virgin bride, so your builder marries you; and as a bridegroom is happy with his bride, so your God is happy with you." Isaiah 62:1-5 MSG

I think all of us forget all too quickly that not only does God love us, he also delights in us. When I look at this past year I find myself wanting to focus on all the mess-ups, the wrong choices, the words I've regretted saying to others, but in all reality, God still is overjoyed with me. He's overjoyed with US! The past few months He has been emphasizing to me how delighted he is with me. It's a hard thing to swallow when you feel like you disappoint so many others in your life, but an incredible thing when you begin to see it, even just a glimpse.

I'm starting this next year, and this next season in my life, with that in mind. To say I am ready for change is the understatement of the year. I'm not one that can easily live with routines, with 9-5 jobs, with sameness. It chokes me, in a sense. But that's not to say that God hasn't used these past 2 years back home for his good. So much good has come from being here; I just fail to recognize it at times.

I leave on Sunday, January 4th for Colorado to do more training with YWAM Denver. The school will be held up in the Rocky Mountains for the entire 3 months, and I'm hoping to go overseas again on outreach, but that depends on God. I have almost enough money for the tuition (yay!) but no extra, which I'm honestly stoked about. I'm selling my car and getting rid of so much extra crap I don't need, and I'm thrusting myself off this cliff of comfortable predictability and into God's plans for me. I'm tired of trying to make sure all my bases are covered, that all my planning will work out. It's that feeling knowing that change is coming, not just with my actions and surroundings, but within me. It's like shedding a layer of skin. I need it, and a softer heart.

Some things God has laid on my heart to do/goals for this next year:
Grow deeper than ever before in my relationship with God
Learn to love people without an agenda of my own & without condition
Do more photography
Learn the Norwegian language
Leave the country at least twice...hopefully more
Cook some dang good food for people more deserving than I



I hope all of you had the most amazing Christmas season. Thank you for all you have poured into my life, and for helping me to make this next step. Be blessed!
-Bethany

Fundraising

Alright, so tuition for my secondary school at YWAM Denver is $3,400.
Currently, I have a little less than half.
I leave in 2 1/2 weeks.

During other times in my life, I think I would've looked at that and been absolutely intimitated and just given up. Thankfully, God has done some things with my faith level this past year and I know without any doubt that He's totally going to provide more abundantly than I can imagine.
I've been reading a lot in both 1 & 2 Corinthians lately, and this jumps out to me everytime:

"...What God has planned for people who love him is more than eyes have seen or ears have heard. I has never even entered our minds!" (CEV)

That makes me smile. God is so faithful, even when we're not, and not only does he love us, but his plans are incredibly more than we could ever dream for ourselves. I'm pretty stoked for those plans, and even more excited to see how he is going to surprise me.

As far as this next step, Doug and Stacey Wollman have donated some of Doug's cds to be sold to help for my YWAM fund. (They are incredible people. If you don't know them, it's time to change that). Anyway, they are both instrumental worship cds that I'm selling for $15 (suggested donation) and all the proceeds go to help me. Let me know if you're interested in buying any; they make good last-minute Christmas gifts for anyone on your list or for yourself!

For those who haven't received a support letter and want to help out or drop me a line, my address until Jan. 3rd is Bethany Roth, 23191 Custer Trails Rd, Rapid City, SD 57702. After that, please send any support to Bethany Roth, c/o YWAM Denver, WISE 2009, 12750 W. 63rd Ave, Arvada, CO 80004.

Thank you so much, everyone. You guys are amazing.

3 weeks!

Hey all of you.
A quick update for you wonderful people. Thank you all so much for what you have given so far, whether through prayers or finances, toward my next endeavor.
I leave January 3rd for Denver, and as of today I have a little less than half of what I need for the tuition for my YWAM schooling. I have no doubt that the rest is going to come in time for me to leave. God is so dang faithful beyond our comprehension and he knows our needs before we do. I’m really stoked to see how he’s going to provide this time.
Thank you for your friendship and encouragement throughout this past year. So many of you are what kept me going and let God work through you to bless me.